Saturday, September 09, 2006

SuperStar - 梦想 只有一个

I guess everyone at one stage of their life, dream to be a superstar, where they can have all the attention of the limelight.

The competition was scheduled to start at 9am. However, the queue started as early as 12am. Everyone in the line has a dream, which they are only given 30secs to showcase, which this 30secs may just change someone lifestyle completely.

In the queue, there are friends who accompany their friends who are taking part in the competition, to give them the moral support and being there with them to share their time of happiness, and as well as sadness. The sacrifice of not having rest and the comfort... spells the greatness of the word FRIENDSHIP.

A mother was seen in my queue, who despite the harshness (sleeping on the floormat on the cold floor), the coldness of the air, to stand queue for her daughter, just so she can have ample rest and energy for the competition, spells the greatness of the THE UNCONDIITION MOTHERLY LOVE.

Boyfriend, who change their work schdule, the time they could have spent going out with their buddies, accompanying his girlfriend and being there as her support, spells the greatness of LOVE.

Despite the cruelty, where one may even be mocked at by the home audience, the harshness of the competition, this thing call FAME, is still being sought after by many people, and in their quest for it, is decided all in the matter of 30secs that they were given.

Despite the not so pleasant condition of the queue, there is a light note for the whole wait over the wee hours....the presence of the all so familiar........XIAO QIANG... its presence provides scares, screams and the insecurity of catching a wink, in case it comes crawling.

To the guys and gals that took part in this competition... i give my utmost respect to them for their courage, determination and effort..

Wednesday, September 06, 2006

Let Go (of feeling)

Let : is to Allow
Go : is to Go, move on.

Let go : to allow the act of going, or moving on. It can also mean releasing, hands off something

But to let go of feeling : no answer

Sometimes when u try to let go of the feeling, u try not to think about it. But... it always has its ways of finding its way back to you, like a homing pigeon, never lost in its way.

The more u try to run away from it, the more u try to deny its existence, feelings is always there. To say in a stupid manner.....how do one live when he got no feelings. But feelings here involves love, or feel for another person.

And when this feelings goes way deep, it takes on to become a part of u. No matter how hard u try to run from it...it just stays there.... like a disease who has finds its way into your body, after it accustoms to the anti-bodies u take to fight it off.

And love can be like HIV, where you just cant create any antibodies to fight it off cos ur body is slowly being eaten up by this love virus. And with no cure.... u slowly die from this virus call love.

Sunday, September 03, 2006

痴心绝对

曾经我以为我自己会后悔
不想爱得太多痴心绝对
为你落第一滴泪
为你作任何改变
也唤不回你对我的坚决
为你付出那种伤心
你永远不了解
我又何苦勉强自己爱上你的一切

Love

what is love ???

guess this is one questions that always invite lots of many many different answers.

today.... love to me is like a 2-sided sword. if u don master the art of swordsplay well..... u always end up hurting urself the most......